What scares me

Obviously the distance, This picture has always been what I described as the image of love(minus the unibrow).  Regardless of what the original artist had intended this is how I perceive it. 

LOVE and relationships can be amazing, the closeness and connection you feel for another person.  Where you finish eachothers thoughts, and subcontiously mock one another's body language.  The way your finger tips can always find the other persons.  How exposed every part of you becomes to another person.

The downsides however, are when you cut people out from the rest of the world, and only have that one person who understands everything about you and who you are.  You can't stand to be too far from eachother or it will kill you.  And sometimes, you often find yourself... stuck.

I've constantly compared sex to life.  And believe that they completely compare to eachother metaphorically.  In that some people are shy, and some crazy.  Sometimes as much as you want to live, you just can't.  Sometimes you don't know where to start.  And sometimes you don't know how to reach your goals.  But with all of them, if you keep trying, you'll persevere.

However, relationships are funny.  Relationships are their own spectrum.  A relationship is something that can't be compared, or understood, and there is no right or wrong way to have them.  I guess... I guess relationships are just kind of like music.  Some songs are about love, and some songs are about being stuck.

I preach allll day long about not being afraid.. and I guess I'm just going to have to start walking the walk.