Off my Chest

"outta sight, outta mind" is bull.  Its been about 10 months since I first laid eyes on you.  And from that moment, I was trapped.  Theres times where I STILL, feel trapped, by you.
As much as I continue to hate you (because if I stop I'm scared I'll feel something worse) there are many things I can still give you credit for.  I never believed in love at first sight, and although it was one sided and painful; nonetheless  it was love. 
I may hate your face, but I'll never say that you weren't the most gorgeous woman I've ever met.
I may not have liked how much you made me cry, but I learned how much of an effect you really had on me.
I may be so envious of your success and your diva ways, but its taught me that with effort I can be better than you.
I may still hear your voice mocking me everytime I want to give up, but its what keeps me from doing just that.
I may have hated when you walked by me, but I won't say that you're not the best dancer I've ever seen.

Its wierd; us.  Because there wasn't ever an "us".  It was just me and you.  And how we each felt, but we never gave eachother the chance to see what that was, or what it could've meant.

You're more of a haunting now in my mind.  You don't even contiously exist to me.  But then again, everytime I went with out seeing you and saw you again my world shattered. 
You haven't seen the last of me, because thanks to you.. I'm stronger than I ever was. 

And as for YOU and as for ME, I'll never say never

lmao

hOPe this makes you think of me :D

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lAST nights class was AWESOME!!! 
My muscles are SOOOOooo sore from 3 days of Zumba.  And my face hurts from smiling so much kuz of Miss Amber G.  :D  anyway.. short blog today.  JUUUUuuust wanted to say hi.

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I'm so confused.. Its morning already! erghh.  Like, eh why.  This could possibly be a very whiny blog. I just want to go outside and scream at the top of my lungs!  Actually that seems like a good idea.

Anyway, I have a ZUMBA class in Coffeeville tonight. 

I guess I'm just super cranky kuz I stayed up too late last night trying to figure myself out and what I want lol.  I'm real bad about doing that.

Ok now this blog makes it feel like I'm talking to myself so I'll live you with this to laugh at until later

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Children are taught homophobia

Tonight I was babysitting a group of 8 y.o. girls.  One of them grabbed my phone and shouts, "lets see if her boyfriend is her background" go figure, it wasn't it was Jennifer Connelly.
So one of the little girls looks at it and goes "haha she's gay" jokingly.  And went on about their business.

They weren't bothered by what could or couldn't be the truth.  So you can't say that children are too dumb to pick up on things like that, when in fact they did, but it didn't matter.


However, had that have happened with a bunch of High School girls it wouldve been a totally different story.

Just sayin

DAMN DOG

So one of the ladies that works out in my gym told me this story yesterday.  I guess its sort of taken out of context but she's a very sweet lady who doesn't believe in punishing people for others actions.

So she's a mail lady.  About a year ago she was delivering mail to someone who had a verocious chihuahua.  So the chihuahua bit her on her ankle.. and her muscles were hanging out, real nasty scene.  So she went to the hospital.  Said she didn't want to press charges.

6 months later she received a check in the mail, and turns out the postal service was actually suing.  So she went to the women's house and begged the lady to take back her check.  And she wouldn't.

Wouldn't you know 3 months later while in route, she ran over the dog by accident?

So rediculously funny story i heard just now. ill post in a bit!!

No internet today grrr!!! So no blog until i get this fixed or get home. Just uploaded a new video to youtube though. I did an interview with JENNIFER OYA!! So until later, check that out and comment. Http://www.youtube.com/onstagewwhs

I give up! You Fail

I give up! You Fail

If this is the one thing that makes you smile today. I have accomplished what I set out to do.

Or maybe you just raised your eyebrows.


Sooo last night my mom asked me in all seriousness if I had been crossdressing lol. When I was at mardi gras a guy gave me his number on the back of a receipt and she found it. It was a whole bunch of boxers, shoes, and condoms. Guess it just goes to show that when you're writing your number on something for a girl... try and write it on something that doesn't show your douchebaggery.

Hope you are all having a good day. I'll be posting a video shortly to my youtube about the dream I had last night. www.youtube.com/onstagewwhs

R.I.P. Elizabeth Taylor

As many of you know, today Elizabeth Taylor passed away.  Elizabeth Taylor has been a great source of inspiration for me.  She was in the movie TAMING OF THE SHREW which was the first play I ever did.  She was 79, and died of congestive heart failure.Click Here for Article.

Anytime I see of someone dying because of HEALTH related illnesses it makes me feel like were not doing enough on our part.  And I don't mean by awareness, we can allllllllllllll tell everyone about heart problems and cancer but it won't prevent us from getting those illnesses ourselves.

Obviously working out is 1/2 keys to preventing any of these diseases and I'm happy that as a personal trainer and ZUMBA teacher I get to change those demographics.

As always... please check out my youtube and I will hopefully post again soon.
www.youtube.com/onstagewwhs

Mom’s text messaging

Mom’s text messaging

Identical Twins?

Identical Twins?

What my blog's going to be about

I will try to post DAILY however... that probably won't happen.  Basically I'll let you know how my day was though and MOST IMPORTANTLY WHAT I LEARNED.  My days tend to be very motivational so check it out puhleaaase.  Also be sure to check out my youtube videos at WWW.YOUTUBE.COM/ONSTAGEWWHS